I have forgotten
The rules of this game
Stroking faded scars
Seemed to spell out your name
Silent desires
My secret shame.
And every time I look at you,
I feel a little more lost
I don't know what I'm playing at,
But no one told me of the cost
Never told me of the nights I'd spend
Sleeping turned and tossed.
And you have made me so angry
You have made me so glad
You have left me
With the memory of pain.