I will look you in the eye
Look surprised
And lie to you
Because this is what
i've trained myself to do
I will act startled
When I see that I'm bleeding
And I'll make you think
I know where this is leading
And I will pretend
That I'm not skipping meals
Just wish I understood
Exactly how this feels
And I will run at night
When no streetlights are on
You don't know the feeling
That the whole world is gone
And something is healing
About being this way
Yes, this makes it better
Though how, I can't say.